Dear Diary, I have never written in a diary before but have always wanted to. I have always wanted my life to be like it was in the movies. Like, do people really write about their feelings in a journal and tell all their secrets. Well, here I am spilling my guts out here. Today has been a mixture of stress and laughter. I canceled my hotel reservation that I was supposed to make days ago. I guess somehow, I thought I would be on a bus tomorrow to visit my family in Long Island, NY. I ended up having to pay a cancellation fee because of my procrastination. This all is one big circle of bad habits. I get stressed because I procrastinate and because I am stressed, I procrastinate. It doesn’t make any sense. Eye roll

And it’s one of those rainy days where you just want to relax and do nothing. It’s not as bright outside and the thought of leaving home just makes you want to sigh. You just want to stay home, watch movies or read a book and not worry about your problems. I am a worrier which I’m sure you will find out more about if you stick around.  But I spent the day worrying my heart away about any and everything. I worried about starting school in two weeks and about picking up more hours at my job. I even worried about the fact that I don’t have a driver’s license at the age of 26. I Wasted my day away scrolling on Instagram and watching other people live their lives lol. It’s one of my escapes from this world in a weird way, but it brings me so much happiness and laughter. On a higher note, I came up with an idea for content for my website, hence why I am writing this. Anyway, I just wanted to say today was alright.

XoXo Sombia.

Ps Am I doing this right?